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On Saturday Steven and I attended his brother Christopher's wedding. It was a nice day filled with family and fun :-) The bride looked absolutely beautiful and she and Christopher seem so happy together. It was fun spending time with Steven without Gavin, but of course we found ourselves talking about him all day! We got to slow dance together and he even sang to me ;-) Of course I was crying before the ceremony even started. Then I cried again as soon as we got to the reception because they had a table set up in memory of their dad, Gavin's grandpa, who I never got to meet. It was a very nice touch and I know it meant a lot to Steven to see that his father was apart of such a special day in his brother's life. I really enjoy spending time with Steven's brothers and I hope that we can start hanging out with them more - and their significant others too :-)







I really am blessed with wonderful family, wonderful friends and a truly amazing son. I'm still wondering what God has planned for our future, but I trust that he knows what's best and what's right!